I chatted on the internet with my friend who lives in Frolida.
And now he is in Japan.
Actually, he is a Japanese but he can not speak Japanese at all.
Because he was born in the US and grew up there.
His father lives in Japan and he is visiting his father.

It was really good to know that he is in Japan and he enjoys staying Japan.

By the way, I chatted on MSN with my Mexican staymate.
She went to Vancouver 2 weeks ago and she met our hostfamily.

She showed my picture to our host sister and brother.
And they have remembered me.
I am so glad to hear that.
Because they are so little so that they forget about me soon.

The most fantastic thing when I was staying their house is I could see their
growing.

They are growing fast.
And I think they'll forget about me.
But It has been 4 month since I left Vancouver, they still remember me.
I'm really happy.

And I appreciate that my staymate showed my picture to them.

I would like to visit them, before they forgetting me.

Hi there.

It has been about 1 month since I started working.
Gradually I'm getting use to it.

Well...I think I'm not gonna go back to Vancouver near future.
I really want to though.

The main reason is I don't have enough purpose to stay in Canada.
I'm not suppose to get an RN lisence.
It means I'm not gonna work as a nurse in Canada.

I need to have sufficient motive to stay in foreign country.
I can stay in Van if I get a working holiday Visa.
But as you know when I come back from Canada, what can I do???

I have to consider about going back to Canada.

Well, I have lots of friends in Van and they welcome me anytime.
And I have friends who are looking forward to seeing me in next year but I can not tell about it to them.

I should tell them as soon as possible but....I can't...

I wish if there were Doraemon with me...
I would ask him to get Anywhere door and Go to Vancouver every weekend.
Don't you think it sounds fantastic isn't it!?

Well...I hope to see Doraemon near future.lol

Anyway I can not chat on the internet with my friends in Vancouver because
I can not sign in at daytime on the weekdays.
I could blief talk with my friend in Vancouver today, but just said hello.

I'm very busy and tired.
I wish I had more time.

Hey guys.
I went for drinking last night with my co-workers.
And we missed the last train, so we decided to take a taxi to go home.
But it doesn't make any difference to us if we go to karaoke.
So we went to karaoke.

We were tipsy.
Actually we were drunk.
So I was standing on the sofa and sang songs, besides that I danced.

We were not suppose to do karaoke for all night long but we sang songs till
the shop finished at 5 am.
We ended up taking taxi to go back home.

I got home at 5:30.
I sneaked into home and took a shower quickly.

It was so much fun.

Hey guys.
It has been soooooo hot lately.
How have you been?

Well I started working from July 5th.
And now I'm working at hemodialysis room.
HD Room is a part of ICU but I haven't worked at HD room before,
so the job is almost all new for me.

I have to be trained a lot, have to study a lot.
But as you know, working is really hard, because not only duty but also
the relationship with co-workers.

I don't understand how come some people can not work comfortabley.
Ignore someone, abuse someone...
I hate that.

Evenif I don't like the person, I would work normaly.
But some people don't.

It brings miscomunication and it leads to make mistakes.
We are all adults so why don't we work comfortably?

I know that everyone can not be liked by all people.
Some people like you but some don't.
It's impossible to be liked by all people.

But it is the different problem when we are working.
We have all responsible to take care of the patients safely.

We should separate these emotions.

I'm so stressed out of it.
Every morning I go washroom more than 3times.
Every day I have stomach ache.

I know that the only one thing I can do is just take it easy.
Eventhough, I know that I have been having really tough time.
I lost weight one kirograms per week.
I think it because of the stress.

Well...today I complained a lot. Sorry about that.
But I couldn't stand it.

I just wanna speak out.

By the way, I hadn't been to the English lesson for 3 weeks.
But yesterday and today I could take lessons.

Speaking English is stress relieve for me.
I spoke a lot.

When I'm get angry or anxious, I can speak faster than usuall.
I think because my mind circurate really fast when I'm really emotional.
That is not bad... hahaha.

Well it has been really humid and hot, please take care of yourself.
See you soon!

Hey!

I started working on Wednesday.
I work in weekday, weekend it is the day off.

I'd worked for 3 days and I'm tired out.
It is very hard to get use to new environment.

I must study not only English but also Dialysis.
But after working I can not do anything becoz I'm so tired.

When I got used to it I think I can do many things.

As you know, being in new environment is really stressfull.
I have to get by that.

I was suppose to visit my beloved dog's place but I couldn't.
Tomorrow I'll do it.

Bye now...

Hi guys!

It was the first day to work as a nurse again.

My position is hemo dialysis room.

I have had experiences in HD room but it had been so long time ago.
So I forgot many things.

Today I had a really funny happening.

When a doctor asked me some question, it's obviously that I don't know anything
and I couldn't catch the word but inspite of myself I asked him " Sorry??" in English.

I was so emmbarrassed.
So I said "so...so what did you say??" like that.

It was so funny but unconsciousnessly, I answerd in English.
Oh my goodness!!

I have to turn the switch in Work mode!!

I'm happy that I can work!

Hi guys!
It's been a while since I wrote the last diary.

Now I have a good news!
I've got a job!

Well, to tell you the truth, I was really sad because I couldn't find
any good job that I look for.

But I've changed the way to think.

I want to work as a nurse it's true.
I want to work using English it's also true.
but I can not find any job that I can do these two at the same time.

So I've decided to work as a nurse and make money,
then keep studing English and keep look for the job that I really want to do.

Anyway, I could go back to the previous position.
It's a part time job though.

And in 3 monthes, I'll be hired as a full time employee.


By the way, I've recieved my card bill.
But My first payday will be the end of August.
The limit is July 10th...

I have no money in my bank account.
What should I doooooooo????