damn its windy today. the wind has been blowing like mad since last night. a little scary. okay, so im really bad. i cant keep deadlines. at least before i used to be able to finsh despite my procrastination...which, by the way, hasnt changed. Now i start stuff late, and i cant finish it. so it takes me just as much time to finish something i would have done punctually. man, this sucks. everything sucks. i hate school, i should have never went to grad school. what WAS i thinking?
