tired losing myself
I went to school very early this morning - well usually i go to school quite early tho :)ANYWAYS these days i feel like i am just competing against my self, my own will - and i realized that i have to change everything - even how i feel about people. well things are going quite well now, steady schedules and not that much pressure from school work. my voice is still pitchy from my illness, i thought that mu voice will get better in like a day, but becuase i had many volleyball games (saturday, sunday, tuesday, wednesday) just this weak so i kinda lost my voice again for that....i really have to becareful not to really hurt my voice.during human geography class, since the speed of the class is very slow, i always read ahead of all the chapters. well anyways - i have to study hard for this subject since it is an AP course :)well okay - the humanistic teacher and most of the juniors are going to the himalayas next week so there are tons of stuffs; from clothes to stationaries, to be donated to the kids and people in the himalayas. i cant believe that some of the students are eager to steal those stuff when they are for POOR people....man...well anyways there was this 'kinda' big issue about stealing from those donating properties - i hope everything's gonna be okay. after the double AP geo, i went to the e-library to finish up the Ap psychology presentation stuffs. i was doing it until late at night yesterday but then because i had too much volleyball games, i really got exhausted and i decided to do it tomorrow. seriously, my mom is also very worried about me. like she was calling me every 15 min yesterday telling me to go home fast and take a rest. since i had the volleyball game yesterday too, i kinda take her advice and took a nap for about 30 min (LOL) during global studies class (which is actually a grade 12 course) those 2 kids from grade 10 is sitting next to me. i really cant believe that the teacher allowed the grade 10ers to attend a grade 12 course. as if the grade 10 thinks they are soo smart or somthing. well i dont care that much about it, but then i feel really wierd sitting next to them.that's why i talk to min and gary - sometimes also to guo during that class. min and gary is pissing me off all the time. well first of all, min is constantly telling me how he feels about actually being the president of the senior club, and gary is gossiping about how i CANNOT be the vice president of the senior club. what the hell.....well for sure they are just doing that to make fun of me and for their satisfaction - but really, i dont want anyone to tell me that i dont deserve the role of VP. like min really should not deserve the role anyways - he is constantly asking me for engilsh homework - what the hell. anyways.....forget it :)the baptist university came to our school and talked about their university. well i am not interested in going to HKBU but maybe i am probably attending universities in hong kong. well first reason is because i just turned 16 and some universities does not accept students who are still to young. and well - maybe i am thinking about gonig to hong kong universities for the first 1st or 2nd eyar and go to california of the states afterwards after gaining more confident :)that way i can still stay with my parents and i dont have to go away from my 'home'the volleyball game with HKIS today was really fun. well we lost again - we never have this experience of loosing many games in a row...well i think we have to change something to stop loosing. man...everytime i go to HKIS, i always admire all those resources they provide. there is everything in that school - swimming pool, tennis coart, soccer coart, volleyball coart for both high and middle school, both boys and girls team, squash coart, rock climbing, ping pong, jymnasium.....etc - well there is everything man - i dont have to name you all the things becuase whatever you name, there is all in HKIS well i should have went to that school really - and that is what i really wanted to do since i was grade 8, but it's too far man. my parents ofcourse does not mind me changing school - they are more than glad to transfer me to different school but i guess it is too late :)i really want my sister to go to australian school or HKIS because your english level is dramatically change for sure :)going back to school after the volleyball game with HKIS, we rode the same bus which brought us to HKIS.it was already 7 and most of us left our bags in our school - we got back to AIS at 8, i was kinda worried if the school wont let us in - but then GOOD, they did. we went to change our uniforms becuase we were still in our volleyball uniforms but the toilets were soo dark. well because the boy's changing room had lights on so some of the girls changed in there. i changed outside - where all the lockers are. we all thought that there are no guys in our school anymore - but then mr metz appeared. well all ran to the girl's bathroom - in the darkness - but then mr metz was still standing where he can see us - we cant believe why he just kept on standing there. well i realized that he was standing there becuase of me. he wanted to collect money for the transportation fee from AIS - HKIS :)in the bus, i talked with guo for a while. I usually talk to different kind of people everyday, but because i dont get that much calls from anyone anymore - i called him :)well he was glad that i called him becuase he was waiting for gary to eat dinner - but unfortunately gary did not appear (LOL)i called yeow but then he told me that he is calling me back later - but i still did not get is call yet - well anyways i dont care :Pi am going to have dinner with chris tomorrow - he is from england and a very close "friend" of mine. ofcourse - he is my friend because he's having business with my parents :)well anyways - i havent met him for so long so i am really looking forward for tomorrow :)
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ペット
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