thoughts on time and life
I had some thoughts on time today.I waited for my friends more than 30 minutes yesterday in the cold, in the end I gave up and went home.I was upset a little by the fact that my friend didn't appreciate my time.But it's okay. Not the end of the world.I am standing just in front of my 30s, and feeling as if I am turning the corner.After my mother passed away June 2011 at the age around 60, I became more aware of death.We're all born to die, we're all on the way.No matter how wealthy you are, how famous you are, we're all the same when we die.Going back to the earth.If I lived half of my life and only have 30 more years to live, what do I want before going to the heaven?Death is nothing. You cannot bring anything with you when you go.But until the day comes, you can see, you can feel everything you want.You can take those memories with your soul- what you saw and felt in your life.Make the most of the time I was given, and I want to see the brightness out of my presence.I am leaving my loved one here.But I'll love her until I go, so that she can love herself, her life and someone.Am grateful I have someone to raise, love, teach and passes my thoughts on.She's my precious who makes my life more meaningful.