Punchinello laughed."Me, special? Why? I'm not very talented and my paint is peeling. Why do I matter to you?" Eli spoke very slowly. "Because you're mine. That's why you matter to me." Punchinello didn't know what to say. "Every day I've been hoping you'd come,".... "I'm not sure I understand." Eli smiled. "You will, but it will take time. For now, come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care." "Remember, you are special because I made you". (Max Lucade, You Are Special)

I got this book,"You are Special" from Kanae today. I just watched this movie the other day and loved this story. We talked about spiritual stuff. I confessed her that I dreamed of God at night few times and after that started thiking about God seriously. Many Christian friends around me also helped me with understanding Bible and other things but I think it was very important to think aobut it alone. I had time to face myself, read Bible alone and find the truth. "The Case for Christ" was an excellent book to understand Bible and what Christ did for us. Dr.Phillips at OBU(he is an excellnet professor!)gave me this book and I really enjoyed knowing the truth from this book. Anyways, Kanae told me her personal stories today. I felt her very close like a sister. I'm very pleased that she is my friend. I can talk to her my very honest feelings.
I love this story which Jesus told to poeple
"A man went out to plan seed. As he planted the seed, some fell by the side of the road. It was walked on and birds came and ate it. Some seed fell between rocks. As soon as it started to grow, it dried up because it had no water. Some seed fell among thorns. The thorns grew and did not give the seed room to grow. Some seed fell on good ground. It grew and gave one hundred times as much grain."(Luke8:5)
I want to have strong faith.