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You know, every organisation and every system is represented some view point.They trust the way they do is right.But it means they believe who does what the organisation doesn't want is wrong.Like US attacks many countries because of their "holy" duty,to expand "their" democracy(It can never be democratic ironically).Yep, the world needs to be changed, but how?I was thinking so.But now I think what need to be changed is ethics of humanbeing.It is true there are many people who can get benefits from war, plague,discrimination, unequalness.And even if you r not, you don't feel any guilty to close your eyes.That is the basic problem I think.Everybody needs to think what is your happiness, what is your love,instead of thinking what is the next system following capitalism.So I don't have interests in making a new system, like politician.But have interests in agitate people to think what their happiness is.The true happiness(I don't like the word "true". it is too egoistic) isnot given by somebody or something.It comes only when you understand yourself totally.I was misunderstand what love is actually.Before I was thinking love was to have huge circle where you can acceptothers even who has differrent circumference.(Of course it is better to have a bigger one than smoll one)But I doubt perhaps it is just making category what is inside and what is outside.Huge circle seems love but even that has boundary.It means it has outside, enemy, not understandable or what ever.So having that kind of love can't solve any problem,just making new struggle.then how can I overcome it?, I was thinking.Perhaps(I say perhaps many times 'coz it is perhaps yet, ha ha)The boundary is just an illusion.It is made by your history, your assumption, your bias.Think about if their is no border, you don't need to define anybodyas inside or outside.The status can be love I am thinkinng now.If everyone just can love each other, all of problems will be solved!!(Umm.. saying sounds like somebody in holy bible, ha ha!!!)So now what I'm aiming to be is in a position where I can talk withmany many people.Talking sincerly is only the way people can enhance their ethics I think.Hurting each other can't solve anything.People doesn't need to have a gun to prevent murder.