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I felt someone's eyes on me in the winter-dead grass　/ やあ、年老いた君よ

I felt someone's eyes on me in the winter-dead grass. His eyes shine and it's as if he has a will. In a few months he will be hidden again in the thick grass. Will we be able to meet here again next winter?

Feb 27, 2024

立ち止まったら、なかなか歩けない　The heavy flywheel inside me seems to have stopped

Just as a short walk or even a simple exercise can quickly tire me out, just achieving a small goal quickly reduces my level of motivation to move on to the next.　　　　　I can no longer chase big goals for years like international athletes do.　　　　Is it because I don't have much time left in my life?　　　　　I don't think so.　　"I want to do this no matter what" ... I can't remember how I ever got that motivation.#Ricoh GR3

Jun 5, 2023

あHow do things look to you? I want to know it, so show me inside your brain

It's like the sea, it's like the meadow...If this photograph is placed vertically, it is just a bark of a pine tree, but if it is placed horizontally, it looks different.　　If so, if I always lie down and look at the scenery, I'm sure the world will look different. People's eyes are all adjusted differently, so even though people are standing in the same way and looking at the same thing, what they actually feel is completely different.#Ricoh GR3

Apr 5, 2023

The air of early spring brings the devil's powder

It seems that we humans, born and raised on a watery planet, unconsciously try to protect our bodies with "water," just like animals who protect their body surfaces with mucus.　　　In a very dry season like now, the mucous membranes in the eyes, nasal passages, and throat begin to warn against dry air.　　This dry air alone is a big burden on my old body, but the winds of February and March rain a large amount of cedar pollen on my workplace, causing my immune system to go out of control and torment me greatly.RICOH GRIII

Mar 19, 2023

冬が来る前に

After finishing my mother's memorial service, I went out to the Sea of Japan to scatter her bones, which was her request.At first glance, the autumn sea looked calm, but when the ship left the bay, swells of more than one meter began to appear.In the early spring of this year, there was an accident on a sightseeing boat in Hokkaido, so operating companies have refrained from excursions that would give passengers a sense of thrill.The pleasure boat circled the inner part of the bay and finished the voyage for about an hour.The gentle autumn sun was starting to set as my wife and I stepped ashore. We were relieved to finish scattering the bones, but within a month, my wife's mother would be gone. It seems to be in a hurry to leave before winter comes.Ricoh GR3 / 若狭湾（小浜港より遊覧）

Oct 22, 2022

ディーゼル列車の騒音と匂いが懐かしい

Once upon a time, at the starting station of a limited express train, after seeing off the departing train, the platform was suddenly enveloped in silence.Modern trains only make fan noise. Looking back on the past, the rattling noise and smell of exhaust gas from diesel trains in those days makes me feel nostalgic.地域によってはディーゼル列車はまだまだ現役ですが、多くの駅で見る機会が少なくなりました。始発のディーゼル特急が去った後のホームの静けさが、当時の旅の、あるいは別れの記憶を呼び覚まします。Ricoh GR3

Aug 29, 2022

人は大地を離れては生きていけないのか？　でも、ネットだけでは生きていけない私

Labor is important for earning our daily bread, but I feel that by going to work, we get something else important.Ricoh GR3

Aug 13, 2022

暑さに負けず職探し！・・・ん－、来週から頑張ろう・・・

The days of 35 degrees Celsius and 70% humidity continue, and I don't feel motivated to do anything. From next week, I will change my mind and work hard to find a job!Ricoh GR3/My Dog

Aug 6, 2022

時間があるのか無いのか・・・

The leeway that "I have enough time to do it at any time" seems to reduce the amount of time I have to accomplish something.

Jun 21, 2022

SCIENCE　ムラサキケマンとタンポポ

Even though I don't understand English, why do I even translate articles into English? I don't even know that. There is some reason for mysterious behavior. The desire to unravel everything will make science. But I often think that it is not necessary to science everything these days.iPhone12 mini

Apr 10, 2022

Tinnitus.　耳鳴り

Tinnitus. It would be a lot of fun to get along if you could choose a station or song, like this is internet radio.

Mar 28, 2022

残りの人生の長さ　　Walk on the east side of Kyoto Karasuma Dori

A colleague on leave died. Many old people will have a short lifespan. It's sad that life is short, but it's even sadder that the length of the rest of life isn't determined by age.Ricoh GR3

Mar 25, 2022

駐車場で静かに日向ぼっこをしている休日の幼稚園バスを眺めて思う

Will the glowing yellow light and the yellow cheers fill this place? Or is the inside of the shuttle bus in the kindergarten now incredibly quiet to prevent corona infections?

Feb 22, 2022

心情を多くが共感できる絵や言葉にできる人は素晴らし

God's messenger may have a familiar appearance to humans. However, since God is invisible, people often worship idols that resemble humans in order to feel God. It is a popular means to convey impression by copying realism with pictures and words. Expressive people such as writers, musicians, and artists can create pictures and words to convey emotions to people even if there are no real things or events. An ordinary person like me is very impressed.

Feb 11, 2022

無理に探しに行っても感動は見つからない

Recently, I have come to carry a used compact camera with me. After a while, I start going out trying to take some interesting pictures. It is a good motivation to solve the lack of exercise.However, when I go out for that purpose, I often fill the SD card with less interesting photos. The order is reversed. In other words, when I'm taking a walk or traveling normally and thinking "I want to record this", it's more fun to see the picture again later.Ricoh GR3

Feb 11, 2022

まだあるかな？　内なるパワーは

A power spot is commonly described as "a place where some force is exerted on the spot and has some effect on the visitor." However, I think of it as "a place where visitors can be influenced by sight, smell, temperature and humidity, or sound, and can derive the power that resides in their bodies." I believe that the power of human activity is not given by others, but must be drawn out of oneself by some motive.

Feb 8, 2022

１００年という時間　そんなに遠く感じない

Today, it's a local line where only two trains pass each hour. However, this line was once the main line that the railway opened relatively early in Japan a century ago. In addition, the waterway-type power plant, which conducts water from the mountain next to the railroad track, started operation more than 110 years ago. Looking closer at the water pipes and power plants, it seems as if they are sleeping, but after more than 100 years, they are still supplying electricity properly.Ricoh GR3

Feb 7, 2022

老人は走る！（つもりはあるが・・・遅い・・・）

Two old dogs (toy poodles) in my house have undergone surgery one after another, and I haven't been able to take a walk outdoors with them for the past few weeks. The season is rushing to the cold winter. Recently, I feel that the flow of time around me has suddenly become faster. I should have more free time, but if I don't hurry, I may be left with what I want to do.

Feb 7, 2022

斜陽のスクリーン

The shadows created by the sunlight in winter in Japan draw black pictures like graffiti on walls and fences. From spring to autumn, you will be fascinated by the variety and vibrant colors of the trees and be happy. However, thanks to the graffiti of the winter sun, it is noticed that the appearance of the trees that lost their color and lost their leaves in winter is unexpectedly beautiful.The shadows created by the sunlight in winter in Japan draw black pictures like graffiti on walls and fences. From spring to autumn, you will be fascinated by the variety and vibrant colors of the trees and be happy. However, thanks to the graffiti of the winter sun, it is noticed that the appearance of the trees that lost their color and lost their leaves in winter is unexpectedly beautiful.

Feb 6, 2022

アンプに入力端子が足らないといってた頃が懐かしい

I miss the days when I was worried that my amplifier had few input terminals. Now, let alone turn on the power switch for this amp, I haven't even plugged in the power cord.Ricoh GR3

Feb 6, 2022

市街地や住宅地の大気は電波で満たされている

Although the photo was taken only a month ago, the season has already shifted from autumn to winter. More than that, I feel that the speed of time in the final stages of my life is accelerating.Ricoh GR3

Feb 6, 2022

なぜ季節は急ぐ・・・じゃなくて自分がスローなってる

Although the photo was taken only a month ago, the season has already shifted from autumn to winter. More than that, I feel that the speed of time in the final stages of my life is accelerating.GR3 Ricoh

Feb 6, 2022

晩秋の陽を受けて影を落とすイチジクの木

A Japanese fig that isn't as big as a tree that grows in the Mediterranean, but this size is enough to block the weak late autumn sunshine.

Feb 6, 2022

光と影があるからおもしろいんだなぁ

There is a saying in Japan that "he has a lot of drawers". People who quickly bring up unusual recipes and techniques as needed are called. I'd be happy if I had a lot of such drawers, but I have nothing but what's on my desk. What's more, these days, I feel that important things are steadily falling on the floor from the desk without my knowledge.(Take with Apple iPhone12 mini)

Feb 6, 2022

CP/M MS-DOS Windows3.1 ...40年以上の付き合いか・・・

I have upgraded my Windows 7 computer to Windows 10 and continue to use it. The computer worked comfortably until recently. But lately, the computer is in a bad mood. It's probably because Microsoft has released Windows 11 and will diagnose it without being asked, "It's impossible to put Windows 11 on this computer."

Feb 6, 2022

"I'm not good at complicated things, so I'll leave it to everyone."

Some people don't participate in the project, saying, "I'm not good at complicated things, so I'll leave it to everyone."Many of them complain when the project is about to take shape. They lack creativity and cannot be seen until they are in a concrete form.Those who do not know the planning activities do not know the difficulty of planning. They also don't know the joy of completing the project.They feel free to criticize the deliverables without sympathy for such feelings. However, they have no idea how their heartless criticism upsets the minds of the planners.

Feb 5, 2022

季節のスピードは気まぐれ

この日曜日は一気に季節が進み晩秋の寒さだった。人の季節も一定のスピードで進んでいるということはないな。It was cold in late autumn as the seasons progressed all at once on this Sunday. Similarly, the human season is not progressing at a constant speed.GR3（RICOH)

Feb 5, 2022

自分が見ているから景色があるし世界がある

自分が見ているから景色があるし世界がある・・・そんなことを思う時がある。Because I'm looking at it, there's a view and there's a world ... Sometimes I think about that. (Ricoh GR3)

Feb 5, 2022

水面に張った薄い氷が解けていくような昼休みの雲

昼休みに空を眺めていたら、自分にとっては珍しい雲が出ていた。水面に張った薄い氷が解けていくような、そんな雲だ。実際に10分ほどで溶けてなくなってしまった。ただの氷粒の反射なのに得をした気分になった。When I was looking at the sky during lunch break, there were clouds that were unusual for me. It's such a cloud that the thin ice on the surface of the water melts. It actually melted and disappeared in about 10 minutes. It was just a reflection of ice pellets, but I felt like I was profitable.(iPhone7,12mini)

Feb 5, 2022