Death&Music
Yesterday, I've heard a sad news from my mother.A boy, who was the same grade as me, was dead because of leukemia.I was really shocked.I knew that he was in the hospital, but I didn't know he was suffering by such a disease.I don't know about him very much, and I even don't remember his face.I just know his name, that's all.I wondered he had a lots of dream if he were not in the hospital.He wanted to come to school?He wanted to be alive much longer?He wanted to hang out with his freiends?I have many dreams, so I can't imagine if I were dead right now, I might regret something of the past, or, I might cry all day long.I'm so sorry about that.--------------------------------------------------------------------So, yesterday, my heart felt emptiness sometimes.I wonder why.I don't know why.At the evening, I went to the concert at the church.Haha, this was a first time for me to go to the concert in the US!!It was VERY heavy rock one, so everyone was there stared at me.Of course I was alone and only Asian?Ha, it sucks.I just wanted to listen to music.I don't know why, but I just wanted to do so somehow.Then, I found a rockin' boy and guess what, he was the one of the players lol.After he finished his performance(he was a drummer), I talked him.Just to say; "you're good, ha?" like that.He's young, I didn't asked his age but perhaps younger than me?I don't know.Anyway, he gave me some water, then told me another show date.I was too shy to talk more.So...yeah, yesterday was a strange day.The day of Death&Music.