Distance
I think that in the future I would better stop planning party.Actually I enjoyed two parties which are with current company and with previous company and I planed and implemented.If maybe nobody plan this kind of party, I and others could not have a good time together. But I was tired a little bit to do it. I know that this kind of role is to do it without expecting to be appreciated from others. But nevertheless if I feel to be tired I should do it.So now I'm considering that I would better have some gap between myself and fellow, especially current company.In case of last night with my first company fellow, unfortunately I felt something strange like no fitting characteristic among us. If we will often make this kind of opportunity. I will absolutely have bad feeling, so I should not make chance positively.In case of current company, certainly I can have good time with them and it's very important to know more each other. That definitely make sense.But I had mistake previously when I was in C. That was to comfort each other, it's like complain about upper management or being proud of ourselves.Now that I think about it, I'm thinking that I'm doing almost same thing as before. If so I would better stop doing it any more. After all there should be gap between private life and business life. This means that I should not have deeper relation than necessity.It's very important to keep the distance.So now I'm finding suitable distance.