【ツブヤキmixed up fo real, dare2read?】
rite.make the font settin small deliberately...whoeva is willin2read jus reads, n if not doesnt matta.cos this is ma lilツブヤキfo real, semi-open2public,with ma own style english a lil bit hard2understand.most of ma time spent in fronta pc unbelievable, n time jus pass so fast man.was fun last nite with ma lovely sis, luv her.she knows me proper.i mean, da reeeal proper, she knows me, yeah, no wonder, she is my one n only sis, tho our father aint the same bbbb...biologically.as i begin2realize ma own tendencies with ma personality, action style n all sorts blah, blah, blah, dunn need2explain2her too much as she already knows me without ma long explanation.i dont last, do i?y can't i last?y do i always do dis, do dat, dis, n dat, n dis n dis n dat n dat n all mixed up, many left behind, many forgot...ma interests are always floatin in the air man...here n there n everywhere, today here, tomoorrow out there...y don't i last?y do i get bored.y so quick.y,y,y?y is it so hard2find a man who everlastingly can keep entertainin me n influencin me n makin me respekt him,nyone out therrr?this is it, man.what mi n mi sis were chattin bout.i bet u aint gonna get married fo anotha 5yrs, i bet u...said.u think so?rite, is it so?innit? there r so many things i wanna have, wanna do...n im gettin on my 30s within a year time, tellin ya, feel a lil bit rushy man, admit, tellin ya, confessin.where am i headin fo,do i eva reach my satisfuction???ahhhh...dat word...forgot, the word which is hard2find even in an english dictionary...procastinating...or some like that...ahhh...nyways, meaning a type of person who keeps postponing one's tasks to the later days...which is ME, yo, ah...hate it.well...alright2some extent but ma case is a lil too much if u kno what i mean, look at ma room, look at ma daily life, y am i such a lazy ass, buta! sickened balance, huh.mental function keep operatin 247365 but how bout ya body, gal!?thats y u idiot, put on weight n grew ur bloody fat round ur belly, ugly shit.yeah, thats y im revisin ma life style a lil by lil with ma own speed tho...especially takin care of diet mo, tryin2eat mo healthy way tho some might get shocked by what kinda eatin style i have at home, well at least i would say i can survive betta than some silly gals out there who complain bout all sorts of things, i can live lo.brought up high, but experiencin some lo n a lil bitta hard core outside jp, too.thats me man.still many ppl dunno me, what i can do.i do things, man.jus not gettin shown to the public, jus not bein exposed so hard.but the word, keep it real...this phrase is the real phrase, fo real, keep it real what mo can i say.real is real, fuck fake shit.begin2lose ma point here...he's sayin he's givin mi a ding tomorrow lunch,alrighti yo.cos u tell some idiot stuff like ...wha all these japanese rich men dunn entertain me? n i told him man, if u jus wanna be circustic wid me dnt waste ur time n mine either, cos i aint jokin.so many things n ppl out there r bloody borin, n so many things out there interest me on the otha hand actually.life is one big bunch of mixture...such a creation by nature, human, all n all.absolutely all.anotha 3hrs, oh man...how many hrs am i wastin, or am i so slo or wha.every move seems2be meaningful, i believe so, but fo sure im slo, no doubt, slo,slo.sloooooww!lazy ass, biatch is mi.gotta produce mo design i kno.think bout it every day, but i neva do.i dont feel like doin it at the mo.soon im gonna start feelin like doin it, so leave it, it comes in irregular cycle...at the mo, what i wanna do?ma favourite singin, mcin stuff..got a kewl track given by ma friend n i gotta sing to it.gonna sing this sorta thing, i already decided, writin ma own lyric, original one.ah, woopa's water is gettin dull gotta change, ah, anotha tiresome task emerged...shit, nah, but luv them, luv them, i do.but want a dog, miniture..want it.wanna move.want a car, too.wanna, wanna, wanna, this state gotta be called a real wannaaaa...nah, wannabeee?am i?yea, wannabe doin some...ms wannabee doin whateva san, lol...ma name iis, ma name iis...yeah, yeah, keep thinkin, n everythin is leadin2b ma own lyric no one neva eva done n sung b4..but hard2understand, huh.what am i gonna do.ah betta go to bed,tired, ah anotha nite is endin, bullshit.this is how i end today, man.useless ass...serious, tomorrow, tomorrow, everythin is gonna be done tomorrow, think tomorrow, but i am already thinkin, n in ma sleep think, too n dream bout things n sleeptalk n the mornin comes, yo.n me, transformed frm this year get up in the mo, amazingly. i do. i am doin, i have been doin, ppl praize me, thank them fo that, ha.fo doin such a so-called-normal thing, i get some credits, lol.lucky gal or wha.nyways, im goin.keep this font reeeeeeealy small, make sure.ta.-------------------n im followin up in the nxt day.bein bad, kinda feelin sick, not physically, mentally...seem to have been quite alright but this kinda unstable state hits me all of a sudd, always, this is some to be called "up n down", can say that im annoyed by ma new agency bllody disorganized n it triggered me to have some bad vibes al round, sounds like some excuse but its definitely dome to do with ma vibes, man...im used to work with proper companies where u can expect decent system unlike this one, whataf..fo no particular reason other than that, tho.i seem to be pissed off al round fo wha, dunno.it happens every now n then n i kno this isnt gonna last fo long, but when im in it, it feels so damn shitty, tho.face lookin mo ugly n shit, ahhh...lo vibe, some insida ma body, yuck.spit it out.nice weather out there, but my mental state is...as if to say, fuck it, feel like abandun...or wha forgot its spell man...get to this kinda state, not the first time, sick.n i al of a sud, become soooo fuckin positive again, make maself so tired this kinda mental cycle...hard to call it peaceful mind.this font is tiny, but it is easily copied n pasted onto another whateva, e-mail composin screen etc,so i aint afraid bein read this bullshit.if u dare2read, it means that ur interested in ma life, ty.appreciate it, u care or dont give a f.just curious, whateva, thats y i said, in the beginnin ..doesnt matta, rite.ah..whateva, whateva...today is gonna be a long day as i was already bein a sick n bad gal in the mo.