「ジョーのこころの縹渺(ひょうびょう)」

Minasan itsumo konna yomi durai blog ni ashi wo hakobi, yonde kuda satte iru nintairyoku wa kitto nanika no yaku ni tasu to watashi wa shinji te imasu.

Itsumo arigatou gozai masu.

Kyou de kono blog mo kaisetsu kara 919 nichi ga tatte shimatta you desu.

Hayai mono desu ne.

Deru kui wa utareru to ii masu ga, iki te iru to ironna koto ga ari masu.

Nanika ni obore te shimau koto.

Jibun demo kontorouru dekinaku natte shimau koto.

Watashi wa musuko ga umare, ikuji ni tazusawaru you ni nari, hibi kiduki manan de imasu.

Kore wa kou aru beki da.

To watashi ga sou omou koto wa takusan ari masu.

Tada, ironna koto ni me wo muke, te wo tsuke manande kita kara koso, ima wa sou omoeru dake nano dato iu koto mo jikaku shite ori masu.

Hito ga hito to shite umare te, hito de aru koto wo rikai shi, hito to shite shinde iku ni atari, sono michi suji wa hito no kazu dake aru no dato omoi masu.

Mochiron hito sama ni meiwaku wo kakeru to, hihan sare, hinan sare masu.

Sou suru koto ni yotte, mina ichi youni sukoshi dutsu, tatakare rikai shite iku shika nai no dato watashi wa kanji masu.

Mawari no hito wo miwatasu toki ni, tsui me ni tsui te shimau mijuku sa ni kokkeisa ya ikari wo kanjiru koto wa tata aru to omoware masu.

Sonna toki koso hito kokyuu desu.

Watashi wa nihon de ima made ironna hito tachi to deai, butsukari ai nagara, wakai shi hanashi atte ki mashita.

Sodatsu kankyou no chigai nado kara okoru kangae kata no soui nado ga omo deshita.

Dare moga nayami, kurushimi, sukui wo motomete iru shakai.

Touji wa kowai to kanjita koto mo ari mashita shi, ikari ni chikai kanjou wo motte shimatta koto mo ari mashita.

Shikashi watashi wa hitori hitori to hukaku hanasu uchi ni, donata no jinsei no michisuji mo kojin no sei to shite wa wakaru youna ki ga shite shimai, donata no koto mo nikume masen deshita.

Shiro kuro wo tsukeru to iu koto wa saiban ya keisatsu, kokka no shigoto nao dato omoi masu.

Sono ba sono ba de no hihan ni yoru shiro kuro wo tsukeru koui wa oitsumeru dake de shika nai.

Watashi wa sou itta koto ni saikin made human wo motte ori mashita. 

Tada ima ni natte omou no desu.

Kore de yokatta no dato...

Jinsei no sekinin taru mono ga, moshi kono yo ni sonzai shite iru no dato sureba, sore wa genmitsu ni iu to, watashi ni totte wa watashi no jinsei no naka de okori, watashi ni huri kakatte kuru kotogara nomi nano desu.

Kanashii koto ni, donnani ganbatte mite mo sore shika ou koto wa dekinai no desu.

Watashi ga dekiru koto ga aru to sure ba, sore wa deau hito ya mawari no kata tachi ga sou itta koto ni 1 nichi mo hayaku gojishin de kidukeru koto wo negai, inori nagara, tada sessuru koto dake nano dato omoi masu.

Sou itta ai shika kekkyoku wa dare nimo todoka nai no dato omoi masu.

Onaji nenrei demo monono miekata ya seichou wa kakuji sorezore...

Sore wa honnin no ishi no araware demo aru no dato omoi masu.

Mi no take ni amaru, kata no ni wa sassa to oroshi, tasha no mijukusamo hikkurume te mimamoru shakai dukuri ga motome rarete iru araware nano dewa nai no de shou ka.

Muri na koto wa ima no watashi  no rikyou dewa muri de aru to shoujiki ni uchiakeru yuuki wa mochi tsuduke te itai to omoi masu.

Soshite sukoshi dutsu demo, ima muri de aru kotogara nimo me wo muke taisho shite ikeru you ni natte iki tai to omoi masu.

Ironna blog wo yomi, ironna kata no osshatte iru koto.

Kankyou mondai ni tsuite mo, shokuryou mondai ni tsuite mo, kyouiku mondai ni tsuite mo, shakai mondai ni tsuite mo mina ichiyou ni dekiru koto kara hajime te ikeba yoi koto nano dato omoi masu.

Mondai kaiketsu wa mina no shin no seichou naku shite wa ari enai.

Nansedai kakaru ka wakara nai.

Keredomo ippo demo chikaduite ikeru you ni watashi wa seichou shite iki tai to omoi masu. 

Mazu wa jibun jishin kara desu ne.


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ジョーのこころの縹渺(ひょうびょう)

 Kinou no nikki.

Inu tachi wa douyara wakatte kure ta you desu.

Uchi niwa yori tsuka naku nari mashita.

Hushigi na koto mo aru mono desu.

Ureshii desu.

ISRAEL dewa mizu ga honkaku teki ni tarinai koto wo kyou, TV de housou shite ori mashita.

Mada houseika sare te ori masen ga, niwa nado he no mizu yari mo kisei sare hajimeru you desu.

Sou shi nakereba mamorenai koto no araware de shou ka...

Taisetsu ni sodate te kita shokubutsu tachi ga shinde iku sama wo miru nowa kitto shinobi nai de shou ne...

Mizu mondai mo kochira dewa shinkoku desu.

Kyou mo yoroshiku onegai itashi masu.